Make it look oh-so-prep school-ish.

THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST DISGUSTING THING ANYONE CAN EVER DO.


Looks fine right ? Normal right ? Nothing crappy whatsoever right ?

IT'S A STUPID FRIGGIN' FACE BLOTTER.

HELLO ?!
WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE !
How can you leave FACE BLOTTERS - to those who do not know what face blotters are :
face blotters are specially made paper that has the ability to SOAK UP FACIAL OIL.
If it's dark blue and see through, IT HAS SOAKED UP FACIAL OIL.
Okay ?!
So NOW you feel my disgustedness at finding this face blotter UNDER one of the bottles of a drink in MARKS AND SPENCER.
Eh please la, wana do also at least leave in an obvious area la so that cleaners can clean it la if not who knows how long it'll be hibernating there emanating it's evaporated facial oil to whoever that passes by, or better yet, DON'T DO IT IN PUBLIC LA STUPIDS.
Go toilet and even then, THROW IT AWAY IN THE BIN LA DEII.
C'mon man. Malaysia seriously third world mentality lah.

Gahh this kinda ppl make me seriously exaperated man.
So ANYWAYS,
this is my today (:

Phew.
LAN is over !
Insane insane relieve wah.

Anyways Fyy James Bonnie Germs and I made our way to Pyramid after classes
and met up with Ken, Bonnie's friend at JCO.
After downing two doughnuts or so the girls, of course, went...
SHOPPING !
:D

Yes we headed to gila banyak places all over pyramid with the guys ever so patiently tagging along (:
To cut the story short, we only got stuff from Topshop and MNG.
FiFly the cow, kononnya had this "policy" of only buying ONE item per shopping trip.
Tengok-tengok, bought TWO not-very-needed items AFTER we tried to stop her from buying
AFTER she asked us to stop her from buying -.-
haha
In Topshop she got this long-sleeve stripe hoodie pullover and I being such a sucker for long-sleeves with hoodies just drooled in the background.
I super liked it lor but really, can't buy anymore long-sleeve hoodies d la.
I have just too many lol.

Headed to MNG next and haha I found a really nice (in my opinion) simple black LONG-SLEEVE HOODIE long jacket. hahaha.
I had to get it. Really ! :D
Cos I've been looking so long for it.
I guess it's basically cos it plain black, and yes I'm a sucker for black too, (I only have one white top haha) and its long-sleeve and has a hoodie. And it's a long jacket.
Price not bad too wei ! Haha 50bucks discount :D

So while I was bringing in my jacket to try..
I saw Fyy trying on ANOTHER top.
HAH ! Confirm she buy wan -.-
It's very prep-like, design's a tad golf-ish, pattern's long-sleeve with buttons lower down almost like a cardigan but not so long. It's white and it's in Fiona's bedroom now.
LOL.
Her reason of justification : "ButButBut !! The price very good worrr !!"
Haha :D
I agree also la. It's quite reasonable. So Fyy's principle bomb d la heh.
We took silly pics and posed all dumb what with Bonnie flashing at us every second haha.




Ooh sexay !:D

At college today :






Asia for Princess' birthday !

Check out her tiara wei ! Super gorgeous ( :


This is your PL2 girls :

Doing some dance lol


LoveLoveLove x

Make it in hot red peep toes.

Hee Hee :D
Practice was productive today (:
Everyone was more cooperative + considerate,
Thanks (:

Still had to shout a bit cos ppl did talk here talk there,
but hey, that`s just PL2.
Still stress but it`ll all be over tmw yay.
It was indeed fun to do the fashion show actually,
Cos it`s with familiar faces and fantabulous outfits :D
And it does test your patience and character in these stressful situations.

Oh well.
Tmw. LT2. 3-4pm.
PL2 will rock it. Period.

Make it more than just your average day.

Today today today was... not too bad (:
As compared to yesterday la.
As in LAN rehearsal.
Haha.

It was still super gila insane stress because, because lah.
Hard to explain haha
Like today more ppl showed up (if not they wld`ve suffered my wrath heh)
which only made it more chaotic, what with trying to get everyone to do
both cina and melayu in the same time period (1 hour)
as yesterday where we only did indian, and also the ppl not staying where
there were and instead floating around to chitchat.

But luckily today was more fun. Somehow.
If not, confirm I sure become a minor nuclear explosion.
Heh.
Anyways THANKS SO MUCH MALAYSIAN GERMS !!
luckily Germaine ada. Haha.
Not only does she know how to model/arrange catwalk
but she also took the initiative and cared enough to get into
the whole mess of the arrangement of ppl.
So yes, thanks heaps babe !

Alia`s seriously seriously random crazy antics never fail to humour me.
Especially when i`m in dire need of a laugh or even a twitch upwards of the corner of
my lips.

Fiona`s hickey is actually a person : mr. Ickey
hahahahhahahahaha

Ying Xian has wet velvet wedges hee hee :D

Clarys`s kebaya super insane nice !
It`s reallyreally fabulous cos cos cos
it`s mine !
Heh :D:D

Yee Lian did a wonderfulwonderful brilliant job, being spontaneous and just helping
me out loads by settling the mc-ing.
Good job girl (: And thanks.

Jia Wei`s gona do chinese dance ! I don`t care, must haha :D

Ah, tomorrow brings yet another day where I will have 2 whole hours
to wonderfully direct me classmates and friends
in the whole fashion show thing.
Thursday is the day.
So tmw`s rehearsal is crucial.
I shall meet you evils tmw from 4-6 at lt2.
PL2, you better be there. Grr.

What we did during TKS :


Her eyes are big, but my mouth is bigger heh :D
May not be a good thing though -.-

Flamingo.



I don`t usually hold a pencil that way. Random but true (:



Don`t know what she doing la.



FiFly !

If not for the sudden appearance, Fii is prettypretty :D

And I leave you to ponder why Princess is flapping her hands like a flamingo.

Check out the very thick stack of notes. Sigh. Alevels.

LoveLoveLove x

Make it a real challenge.

Yes.
The title says it all.
Do you know, how very hard it is to direct and 'control'
22 or so of your friends ?

Go try it someday.
Sure confirm insane bengang wan.

Wahlau, super challenging wei.
Just feel like going :
"GAAAAHHHHHHHHH"
and be a monster but obviously cannot lah.
So ugly haha.

Obviously there`re ppl who cooperate, but it`s some others
or maybe it`s the chitchating here and there
that makes it so hard to get messages across.
Nvm, perseverance.
Oooooh, but do I sometimes want to keeeeel them ! haha
:D

Random happenings just now :

FiFly shuushed ppl so they listen to me :D
Princess` body itchy. Blame the saree.
Alia`s going to dance. I don`t care, she must.
Yi Ming`s music is gooodiee.
Ying Xian looked like a fantabulous bride.
James looked insane funny in Anand`s humungous kurta !!
Mandy tie saree very ugly lol.
Malaysian Germs terbuka all her kebaya top buttons in front of ppl.
I`m super exasperated.

But some ppl can always make me smile (:

Make it make you appreciate what you have.

This is a crazy long entry about nothing other than my rantings on my results haha.
Just needed to spill it all out (:
It`s not your usual rantings okay, I`m not like complaining in this post like others do.
I just wanted so much get it all out, my internal struggle.
So here goes.

I`m okay with it.
Just okay.
But I know I should be happier.
I mean, seriously.
Like I`ve always wanted what I got.
When I looked back at my diary, the entries that dated far back like Feb-July 07,
I saw myself hoping to get my results. Really.
I was like, wah if I get that I happy d lor.
Must get that. Must. Must.

I knew I could not get straight, cos my add math sucks big time.
No, really. I`m not like those fools who go :
"Aiyoo.. I suck in what and what.. Sure die wan la !"
But instead they get As for the "sure die" subjects.
That`s not me. When I say I`m not good in what and what, I AM not good.
No faking/fake modesty.

So when tension was building up the day before I collected my results,
I went to hibernate quietly in my room and decided to :
GO THROUGH ALL MY SPM PAPERS.
haha.

And as I went through, I really did some rethinking.
Did I really think I could get what I wanted and wrote in my diary last year?
Could I, really ?
I mean, I was really just too active for my own good in
every other thing except my studies.
Come on, Rachel. Wake up already.
I expected to do badly (in my standards)
like 2/3As or something.
I was like, 5As also happy d la.
And I really did think I would get 5 only though I aimed higher.
I really really did think I would fail/8E my history.
And please people, don`t you "puhleeeese" me.
And don`t "AIYA, wont fail wan la ! How can fail ! Spm std so low"
Cos I really thought I did badly.
I mean my paper 1 was like 25-28 out of 40 and
my paper 2, I couldn`t do Q1-2 for essay,
so FORCED to do 3-5 which I knew only a bit about.
So yes.

Cum the day of reckoning, turns out I got what I aimed for, what I wrote in my diary.
I was INSANE ECSTATIC when I got it.
It wasn`t GREAT or FANTABULOUS or THE BEST.
but considering my preperation, I was insane happy.
Like shouting skipping laughing oh-so-loudly punya happy.
I thanked God over and over again, for giving me this results.
I don`t think what I did warrant such good results too, cos I played just way too much.
I was just so so so grateful.
But huh, my, did my feelings change.

My happiness/gratefulness wore off and I became an ungrateful girl.
The whole day after that I just could not comprehend how I was so close yet so far.
If only I could get A2s for those 2 B3s.
Then I would have even achieved something I never thought I could !
And it would be such a great feeling !
And my parents would be even more proud.
Along the way, I lost myself. I forgot the fact that, hey, did I even study that hard
to get those A2s ? I mean, B3s are good enough ! considering how little I studied.

I forgot to be happy, not with the number of As, but with the fact that
I didn`t fail/8E anything, like history.
Instead I got an A2 for my history.
And I forgot all about it. That A2 just vanished, dissipated among those B3s.
Don`t you "Seeee ! Say you`ll fail and all.. got A2 in the end also what !" me.
Cos I sincerely did think there was a possibility I could get a 9G okay.
I became the most ungrateful child. I must have hurt God so much that day.
And I`m so sorry for not appreciating what You blessed me with.

Then BenJ msged me to ask my results. And my heart sank.
He msged all the way for NZ. And it`s not like I did brilliant.
So I told him how I could have gotten 2 more As.
And his reply surprised me. It woke me up.

He said, "hey, if you were happy when you first got it, then you should be still.
No point saying "if" here and "if" there, cos it did no one any good.
"If" I got those 2 A2s, "if" I`d studied harder.
So, don`t be disappointed cos what is done is done."
He actually said much more and it knocked some sense into me.
One particular line that struck me was this :
"And what makes you so sure you were so close to the A2s ?
Maybe you were just the borderline of 2 B4s but managed to get B3s ?
So, you wouldn`t know right, cos its just grades, not marks."

Yes, it does seem harsh at first but no, I`m thankful he said that.
It sure made me realize what a fool I was.
Like come on ! I got what I first wanted already !
So yes, thanks BenJ (:

Right now, I am indeed satisfied and grateful with my results.
But that sinking feeling in my stomach that comes everytime when someone
asks my results just kills me.
But I guess when I hide in my corner at the end of the day and look at all my many
other achievements, my certs in sports, clubs, societies and whatnots,
I begin to realize, hey, my results are good enough.
Duh, they could have been better, but come on, since when does Rachel study deii ?
Haha, so yes, thank God.

Make it a total post-result day blast !

So after getting our results, we were like, man, lets go makan.
Choosing somewhere cold we headed to Penang Tropicana and we just had a great time
catching up with peeps we havent see in a while :D
yay.

Later, Alyssa and I were like, let's just go join Quek and Ben cheong kei.
Since we had nothing else to do, redbox it was.
So with Wei Yen, Lengye, Ben, Aly, Quek and Kua, we headed down there.
And I tell you ah, masuk the room only,
HAHAHAHAHAAHA
super funny la we all :D
songs also sing out of tune.
Quek lost (really) her voice.
OH OH OH and we found out !! Ben is an INSANE GOOD SINGER DEII !!
OH OH OH OH OH !!! AND QUEK TOO !
totally wth right.
Heck, they can REALLY sing well ! Talented AND smart people (:
Congrats to all on your results btw !
Pictures will be posted later, too lazy to upload them now heh.
Prolly off to bathe now, at 11pm, after a realllyyy long day !
The crazy anxiety and whatnots in the morning really wore me out.
So yup, pics later hey !

LoveLoveLove x

Make it a total pre-result day blast !

HAHA, well, before our time to live is up,
we decided to go to our fav chilling place, Murni's :D
It was 7.30pm when Benny Foo called, but I, being such a sheep, was sleeping.
Then at 8.15pm, when I was up and about, he called again and went :
"Eh, wana go Murni's ? hahahaha."

Haha, so he picked up Quek and then came to my house to get me, proceeded to Mcds 15 to get Alyssa, AND seeing as it was so near Mabel's houseeee, we were like
WEIH, ask Mabel come out weih ! haha
but we were not sure if she could.
So, called her. Then Bo was like,
"You come my house first."
"So coming or not ?"
"Youh come my house first."

.... so we went to Mr Chan's house, all the way reminiscing about our fab add math times.

Alyssa strategizing how to persuade Mr Chan to let her go. Luckily he did, if not, poor Mr Chan hee.


Yes, we reached there, and lo and behold, Alyssa asked Mr Chan and he was like,
"Okay. Go lah."
Wahliuw, our eyes like super big coins deii ! hahaha.
So yes, we then embarked on our pre-spm results day to ss2 :D

"Oih, Mabel, why you holdinig your tummy in the picture wan."

Amidst all the laughter, our groans about our results punctuated the air occasionally.
But oh well.
SO, not wanting to go back so early, we headed to Mabel/Mr Chan's house to play mahjong !
haha Bo so kindly wanted to teach me.
Tengok-tengok, it was too noisy to play at night.
So played Pig and then Pictionary.
Insane funny deii !
Horny toad ! heh heh heh :D


Giving her lotsa looveee before we started drawing. hee

That is so completing the square. Omg ! I still rmb :O


Ben tried to entice Dino into going to him.

Dino : Huh ! You think I want ah, Mr Ng ?!

Ben : Aiya, come la come la.

Ben : Hah ! Got you heh heh heh.

WAHLAU. haha This pic seriously super cool lor. We didnt even have to do anything, Dino just came and lick his face. LOL.

I am off now, to meet Quek. And a whole lot of other people.
(:

LoveLoveLove !

Make it one heck of a speed test.

EH YOU GUYS MUSTMUSTMUST GO CHECK THIS OUT.
Super insane addictive. Even more addictive than Jia Wei`s kiapkiap game !
Found it on Ching`s blog.
Hahahahahah. Just go, super worth it wan.
Especially when you`re bored deii !

http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/

:D

Make it Tibetan.

Make it a symphony.

Isn`t this baby just SO CUTE !
Look at its tiny feet and adorable fragile fingers.
You just gotto love her.
Oh, and she has the prettiest name :
Faith Elizabeth (:

I think I just died.

I just freaking dropped my guitar.
The guitar my bro entrusted me with for safekeeping till the end of the year when he gets back.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, I didn`t exactly drop it.
It fell. Fell.
My laptop`s adaptor`s wire sort of knocked it.
And it came tumbling down !!
It was against the wall.
And it slowly (wth, super fast-ly) slid sideways and PANGG ON THE COLD HARD EVIL FLOOR.
AND THERE `RE SCARS !!!
AHHHH.
Cos the tuner was clipped on. So the impact caused the tuner`s grip thingy to sink into the
wood !
*very distraught*
I love that guitar !
NOO !
Gosh the pain is unbearable.
Sakit hati.
Fellow guitarists/bassist/musicians, you know the feeling right ?
My whole world pratically came crashing down. ARGH.

Don`t you ever dare say the scar is TINY !
Ah, my heart aches.
You wouldn`t know.
Plus, my bro would prolly keeel me. Haha.
Oh dear.